It wasn't Love...

Truth is...

"I HATED JESUS"

Although I said I "loved" Him. In my heart and my actions no love existed.  

I treated guys that used me and mistreated me better than 

The God who LEFT & LOST everything for Me...

How can we say we Love someone, yet we only spend time with them 

once a week. We only know things about them that others told us.

We only talk to them or call them when we need something.

We constantly do the things we know they HATE.  We're always

putting everyone before them.... Imagine If someone said they Loved

you but treated you this way.

Ofcourse we'd be highly upset about it and probably wouldn't put up with it

for to long right? So why do we expect God to deal with it? even after He sent His ONLY son 

to die for a people He knew would continually treat His son like trash.

(Meditate On It)

And Remember;

LOVE IS AN ACTION WORD...

The List...

I sat down and prepared to write a "What has God done for me" list. So many things came to mind, but all I could write down was YOU SAVED ME, YOU RESCUED ME. Every scenario and/ situation that came to mind was you protecting me, being my Savior. Even now, You continuing to provide for me is you protecting me from starvation, homelessness, poverty, pride, just any and Everything that defiles who You are, and even though I fall short, and at times condem myself for doing so, You've kept me. I always seem to look to you to help me UP. You don't allow my heart to be hardened in those times. THANK YOU JESUS! Even when I feel like giving up You don't allow me to forget Your sacrifice and your promises or the fact that You are Faithful and you Cannot lie. You never allow me to forget YOU. THANK YOU LORD JESUS! " I Love YOU, and Your word is forever written in/on my heart"

READ: Luke 12:22-34 :)

Use to be bound to depression; but I'm FREE Now! JESUS DID IT!